not feeling good

I got your earlier reply via email @saturnzoon It may be it was taken down because you mentioned a name of your son that could be identifying Hon. No need to worry about what you wrote before - just know we understand and are here with you

@Zoe7 I didn't realize where not allowed to put names down sorry @sherpa09

No drama @saturnzoon Maybe just use the first letter of names so it is not as identifying Hon When you joined you would have given an email account - check that account for the email @sherpa09 sent you - that email will tell you what you need to change in your post for it to be reposted.

Hi @saturnzoon,

I understand, these things can be tricky!

You can repost by copy and pasting the post from the private email I sent to you, as long as you change the highlighted words to what is recommended. If there are any further queries, please reply to our email address instead of on the forum.

Regards,

Sherpa09.

I can see your message my @saturnzoon , sending you hugs my friend xxxx

My memory keeps getting worse all the time, and I'm sick of getting angry with myself,

I put things down and then can't find them, so I end up going through all the things around me, making a mess everywhere until my son hears me and tells me to stop and he helps look for it and sometimes is right in Front of me,

I have managed somtimes to stop and breath and then look but most of the time I forget. I've done it a couple of times today, texting here on the forums, I put my tablet down and then the spen, then do something and when I come back cant find the dam pen and I'm also suppose to do a diary every night or during The day otherwise I don't remember most of The things I did today, and keep forgetting that to so its a vicious circle I struggle with ever day.

With my memory, I have no memory of growing up, doing things with my parents and 2 brothers, of getting a ship to England when I was 10 and travelled around Europe with my dad's work, nothing of schools or friends,coming back to Australia. Having my kids or them growing up, I know in my head that we were on a ship. That I lived overseas and travelled with family, but no pictures of anything I have done in my life, and it's really hard when you start talking to people and they just ask routine questions about me and my family as it's all blank. The worst is when doctors or specialist ask questions about the kids to help them, but I can't tell them anything as I idont remember. I have scans done and there all good so it's not dementia at least, so the doctors said it's all due to stress, but I have come across people that have memory loses in groups and there hasn't been one person that can't remember their hole life there are parts of their lives that they remember. I was wondering if there's any one on here THAT has a memory loss of everything in there lives as well like me or if not then there must be something else that's causing it as well.

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@BlueBay I’m still at my mums. My husband was staying here too but when everything turned to $hit Thursday night I ended up sleeping in the lounge room. He got up early Friday morning and headed to the farm before mum or I woke up, so later that morning I packed all his stuff he has here and drove out to the farm and left them there. I then filled the car with as much stuff of mine that would fit and then left a note on the table that he needs to stay out there from now on. He’s all full of apologies now but this time it’s too much.

I’m sorry your visits today left you feeling sad, dementia is a terrible illness.

The weather here today has been awful. I hate winter, the cold and gloom drags my mood down even further. After the last few days I’ve had, the rain and cold make me feel even more sad.

@saturnzoon hope you get better somehow.