MEJNew Contributor
Bipolar and BPD
Hi I’m very new to all of this and I have no idea what I’m supposed to say. I was diagnosed with bipolar and borderline personality disorder when I was 19, 5 years ago. I stopped taking medication probably nearly 2 years ago because I kept losing spaces of time and felt I wasn’t functioning like a normal human. I’ve been mostly stable for those 2 years. at the moment I feel like I’m completely disconnected from everyone around me kind of like my feelings are really dialed down. Although I have terrible intrusive thoughts and feel very sad and overwhelmed a lot of the time. A lot of conflicting emotions and I feel like I have no one to talk to about how I’m feeling or even what steps to take to feel better.