My rambling page

warm thoughts your way, @Gillie1

Perhaps you'll enjoy your music too. 🫂🧡

Hi @Gillie1

Sorry to hear you're not having a good day. If you start to feel worse or feel unsafe I'll pop some info here:

Contact: SANE drop in line if you would like to speak to a counsellor and crisis support if you feel like things are escalating.

Keep reaching out and take care.

Hanami

edited...

Thanks guys. I'm just taking it easy today. I'm having what I call an emotional hangover today. Exhausted and emotional after my crash yesterday.

Quote for the day? The first one was too cynical how about this?

I got out of the house. I'm sitting out in front of the 7-Eleven. Yes I wanted tobacco papers to smoke the tobacco in my cigarette butts and that's pretty desperate. But I got out under my own steam and am not very anxious.

Now I just need to start doing it in daylight.

I know my posts are pretty self absorbed atm but it feels good to journal my achievements as well as my fails. I hope everyone is having a good night tonight.

I went to the chemist for nicotinell this morning I asked them to have it ready before hand but had issues paying with my phone. I was shaking and sweating. And ended up having to leave. Luckily they were able to put it on account. I cried all the way home but I did it.

https://youtu.be/umHzAWfQxi0

@Gillie1

@Kyle1

Thank you beautiful and uplifting.

Had a tough appointment just then, exactly what I need to be listening to right now.

How was your morning?

Hungover... I've started new medication last night. It's knocked me for 6!

Changing meds is always challenging. the first two weeks I find the hardest usually good on you for making the effort to get a better cocktail that works for you. sounds like a day for mellow music and chill if you can.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gooz9DXr4i8

Quote for the day.

There's a door."
"Where does it go?"
"It stays where it is, I think.