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Worthless

Loz_3647Senior Contributor30 Dec 2022, 1:45 am AEDT

Worthless

i don't just feel worthless as a person, but I feel my whole life is worthless. I keep asking myself, what am I doing here? This worthless, unlovable, purposeless nobody. All I can think about is everything that has happened this year and even just very recently. I can't take it. It's driving me not up the wall, but off the edge. My thoughts are being pushed and pulled all over the place and it's recently led me down a very dark path. I think I've now reached the end because I dont want to be here anymore and the realisation is I don't have to be...I'm in control of this and nobody can take that away from me...

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In response to: Worthless

DimitySenior Contributor30 Dec 2022, 4:16 pm AEDT

Re: Worthless

@Loz_3647 I wish I could help ease your pain. I've experienced darkness and despair too... I won't insult you by saying I know what it's like, but I guess I've been sitting with you in a virtual sense this afternoon... I've offered you that. Peace and good will to you. I trust you can distract yourself in some way, perhaps with media - or find a way to nurture yourself because everyone has intrinsic value. You've posted a number of times in different places but if you'd like to reply in a way that sends me an email notification you can tag me by typing @Dimity using the @ prefix.

I'm going to walk to the shops for some milk and other supplies - I try to walk every day and I find it helps a little. It's warm and sunny here atm - hope the weather isn't too bad where you are.

Take care,

Dimity

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