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Paranoia without schizophrenia

Paranoia without schizophrenia

Is it possible to have paranoia without schizophrenia?

Reason I ask is because I looked it up and it turns out that is possible. It's where you doubt the motivations of people and their intentions.

I've noticed too I am doing that A LOT

But also, I am noticing I am having many memories from childhood come back

Dunno what to make of this

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@MDT

Onya Mate!

Exactly!

Go tame that work beast!

Well maybe figure out how to exist beside it and inside it, cos it will likely keep morphing, and just when it comes to heel it might grow another head. Nature of the beast.

I only started speaking strine late in life, so am a bit bantery and tongue in cheek about it. Mind you I heard a lot of it growing up, but not within my own family unit. So its natural it comes out, but its not my first port of call or my "true self", but can be good for lightening the mood. Then lots of travel and lots of different languages as I went to each country. Then my head was lost in lots of study at uni and I loved all the words .. and numbers ... for a while. But enuff of anything is enuff.

The first time I uttered a strine sentence I was shocked at myself. It was at choir, about 15 years ago and it was one of my 2 foster fathers' rough voice. I had been talking to an Aussie lady who was high class (ex Camberwell Grammar senior teacher). All of a sudden I heard my foster father from when I was 7! It was weird and I thought 'where did that come from?' I was embarrassed but probably all the music and stirred up my whole soup of experience. My own father was more educated, nuanced and encouraged learning, though they were all Aussie. I do not remember strine from him at all. My family married mostly migrants so just did not associate the extreme accent with my identity; it was/is an outer shell.

Diagnosis has a place, but IMHO is only ethical and useful if you get good effective treatment and healing, and by that I mean HEALING, not judgment, abuse, or chemical restraint without therapy. I spent time in medical library doing a grief thesis once. Never forget the red carpet, so loud in my usually classy uni..lol. I also did of psychodrama (both personal and professional courses), which had a wonderful practical aspect. That was not cheap but worth it at the time, though other stuff is around now. It was all good food for thought, but I had too much to deal with and I did fall apart, apart from washing, cleaning, shopping, chauffeuring, food on table and a few private students, but what can you do? Gradually pick up all the pieces after the s**t has hit the fan. Put gloves on while cleaning maybe ... idk ... lol. Also there is that part of Aussie spirit which does not take itself too seriously which is a fine trait to cultivate.

I booked a plane ticket last night been putting it off, but feeling son is in reasonable place and I can go enjoy and give him space. Geez there's that flamin' rhymin' again!

Ciao amico! Had more Italian friends ha ha!

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Hi @MDT,

I don't have schizophrenia but I relate to the type of thinking you describe. Mine would be considered paranoid ideation as part of my BPD, but I imagine it's possible to struggle with these thoughts as part of other mental illnesses or even just 'dips' in mental health. Hope you're continuing to cope okay with what you're experiencing ❤️

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Onya @Appleblossom
Happy new year

I'll reply on a later time I'm buggered after work lol

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Cheers @puzzlingdino

For posting here and sharing part of your story too.

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Hi forumites

I've been doing a bit of reading today and have discovered a bit more about myself and vicarious trauma

Some things I have noticed are:

- constantly rehearsing situations over in my mind that are yet to happen in anticipation of what may or may not take place..... and coming up with responses, answers or similar

- Constantly thinking that my partner has been cheating on me behind my back

- Constantly thinking that my partner, despite her showing her commitment, is all just faking it so that she get my money or something like this or may use my citizenship status to get her permanent residency

- Constantly visualising things that I read about at work or see happen at work and then thinking about it after I have left the building. It's like I can't unsee or unread things

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Hey @MDT Oh gosh, I have experienced this too. I put it down to extreme anxiety but interesting to hear it described as vicarious trauma. Are you familiar with the course blueknot provides? I think it would be useful for me. It's on my to do list! Here's the link

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Hey @Paperdaisy
Cheers for the post yeah I've seen that course before. Bit pricey I think.

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@TAB @Shaz51 @Jacques @Bill16 @oceangirl @Former-Member

Over here these days

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Thanks for the tag son @MDT. 👍

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@MDT

https://youtu.be/DpWVsOyf0n4
lol

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