Not Coping

@Shaz51 Howdy! How you going tonight?

Gay lol @Jynx

Do you mean with the crying?

Hi @Shaz51

More meant the GP calling triage being unhelpful @Birdofparadise8. In my experience crying is always helpful, even if exhausting and not so fun.

Oh, it was alright maybe I needed to try more with them. The lady was giving unhelpful suggestions. Maybe if I was in a crisis, it might have been different. Like I was in one but not in one at the same time.

Like I didn't call when I was crying or upset, they didn't seem too worried either @Jynx. More like last week with how I was bad leading up to things, but I think the worst is over.

I meant with the GP that I was wasting her time getting her to call.

Sorry, I hope that makes sense.

Oh, also with the crying. Mmm, I guess it can be good to release how I am feeling, but I also don't like it when it starts to make me feel worse @Jynx.

Hugs @Birdofparadise8 , @Jynx 😊

Thanks @Shaz51

How are you and Mr Shaz going?

@Birdofparadise8 funny how people react to different ways we try to communicate our struggles. Some might think if you sound calm you're not actually that bad, but in fact you might be emotionally shut down and unable to convey how bad you really feel.

Yeah I know that once the exhaustion sets in I really start to feel pretty beaten down by it. Made me think up this like, old-timey saying: "May your tears only ever bring your heart solace, and not bring your mind further pain." Or something.

I know sometimes when I have a meltdown, it feels like I'll never stop weeping. Those wracking, heaving sobs are felt through my whole body. But when I do finally end up sleeping afterwards, it's usually a pretty solid slumber.

A few hiccups here My friend @Birdofparadise8 , @Jynx

Trying hard to support my Mr shaz but finding it a bit hard and tiring