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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor08 Nov 2022, 6:51 pm AEDT

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor24 June 2023, 3:36 pm AEST

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Hi Yes I’ve just been to the church and we are back home before the reception. It was a love service.

Right okay I’ll just have to wait and see what my doctors say.

How are you @Bow

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BowSenior Contributor24 June 2023, 3:51 pm AEST

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I’m doing ok @Birdofparadise8 busy morning and now having a quiet afternoon

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor24 June 2023, 4:26 pm AEST

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That’s nice @Bow

I’m just about to head out for the reception so that will be nice. I’m not sure if I’ll be a change to chat again but if I do I will.

Have a good night.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor25 June 2023, 5:05 pm AEST

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Hi @Bow @tyme @Shaz51 @creative_writer @Captain24 @Kyle1

How is everybody?

I had the wedding yesterday which was really lovely. Today the family that was still here came for lunch which was nice.

My mood hasn’t been the best the past few days so I’ve have to keep trying to look happy which has been very hard but I’m just trying my best. I really want to cry but it’s hard as I don’t have any time on my own like I would at uni accommodation.

I just hope things don’t get worse once I fly back home on the 1st of July.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor25 June 2023, 5:17 pm AEST

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@Birdofparadise8 ❤️🫂. I hope it gets easier. Wedding sounds nice, I hope you were able to enjoy it.

I feel unsafe, but I’m safe

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor25 June 2023, 9:41 pm AEST

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Hi @creative_writer sorry I didn’t reply I got caught up in some family stuff.

Yeah the wedding was good but just hard trying to act happy when I wasn’t really happy the sadness was in the background.

Though now I’m so sad. I don’t know what I’ll do when I leave I’m so worried.

Oh I’m sorry @creative_writer I hope you’re okay.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 June 2023, 5:08 pm AEST

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Hi @creative_writer @Bow @tyme @Shaz51 @amber22 @Captain24

How is everyone?

Im not feeling the best tonight I’ve been for a run and had a regular chat with my counselor at KHL. I just wish my mood would start to improve since the TMS and Mrs change. I just feel myself slipping and I feel my mood will get worse once I go back to Vic. I feel my suicidal thoughts and everything will get worse.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor27 June 2023, 5:10 pm AEST