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Not Coping

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Re: Tw Not Coping

Was that sarcasm? @Birdofparadise8

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Yes, very much so. I thought you could tell @tyme.

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No I couldn't lol @Birdofparadise8 .

I understand it can be frustrating that you can only leave for 1 hour, but I guess they are saying that there's no point having an admission if people are out all the time.

It does take a little while to get used to it. Also, connection with others helps (if they feel up to it).

It is also a time that means you HAVE to stop what you are doing to focus on recovery.

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Oh, okay, sorry, it's a bit hard over chat. It was very sarcastic when I was saying it in my head as I was typing.

I know, but I wouldn't say I like being locked away like a caged animal. I don't know if it's better here or at home. I know I am safe here, but it's annoying having people keep checking on me.

The Pdoc has taken me off my antidepressant and has given me a sleeping med, but I'm not too sure yet what we are doing about the antidepressant and antipsychotic medication part. I might start TMS but as I'm only here for a week and a bit I don't see how that will be beneficial when you're supposed to do it over a month.

What have you been up to @tyme?

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Re: Tw Not Coping

Welcome to the world of inpatient 🙂

Just do what you can @Birdofparadise8 . It's not a quick fix.

For me, I think recovery is a lifelong process.

Make the most of it.

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Mmm, well I won't be here for that long so I guess I will @tyme.

How are you doing? You haven't answered my question, lol.

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Sending lots of love @Birdofparadise8 I hope you can get what you need out of your admission.

Being an inpatient is restrictive which is why I sometimes think a week in a Fijian resort is what I need and the only decision I need to make is what side of the pool to lay my towel.

Try and discuss with your pdoc.

💜💜

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I've been okay. @Birdofparadise8 . Sorry, I didn't get to answer your question earlier.

I'm a bit cranky that I've got three kids messing up my house right now. They are doing 'craft'. erghhhh...

Maybe I'm also cranky because I haven't made time to eat today yet!

Anyway, I'm looking at courses to study. I haven't studied in 1.5 years now, and I'm getting a bit 'edgy'? LOL...

Otherwise, things are pretty good.

Have you attended any groups?

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Fiji would be so much nicer lol @Eve7.

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Oh I hope they clean up @tyme.

Maybe you need some food.

What are you wanting to study?

No between the pdoc, study blood test, seeing my uncle, a peer worker they were finished for the day.

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