Not Coping

Hi @creative_writer @Bow @Eve7 @tyme @Kyle1

I've arrived and I got to speak with the psychiatrist straight away. I'm going to do TMS and try a different medication.

Hope you are all having a good day.

Good luck with your stay @Birdofparadise8

I have my last ECT tomorrow morning and then I go home. Anxious

Yeah, I have to wait and see what happens @creative_writer.

Well I can only leave if it's escorted, which sucks. I really want to go for a run, but I can't. The food is good, but the room is very cold.

I'm pretty lonely in here, to be honest.

Sorry you are feeling like you're in a dream like state.

Thanks @Bow

I already want to leave.

They won't let me leave on my own, which sucks. I want to go outside and do some exercise.

I feel so alone in here. Hopefully, it might get better as the week goes on.

I'm pleased you are getting to leave. I hope thing's go smoothly for your transition back home.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 I’m glad you’ve arrived safely and that the food is good. They should let you out for a run after a couple of days.

It’s good you’ve seen the pdoc already and that you have new meds. Good luck with rTMS. It all sounds positive so far.

Thanks, @Eve7

As much as it seems positive, I don't feel like it. I'm so alone.

I still have to wait for the referral for the TMS and meet with someone from there. I am not 100% with the medication. It isn't set in stone. I'll ask tomorrow when I see her.

How are you?

I’m ok thanks @Birdofparadise8

The TMS will take a few days with routine tests and referral before it.can start.

I was really lonely when I first arrived at my last admission. It’s hard at first until you get used to the routine and realise that everyone else is doing it tough too.

🩵💙

I guess that's true @Eve7.

The thing I don't like the most is how cold it is here. My fingers are so pale white from the cold.