Not Coping

Mmm @tyme

I don’t see how I can change my feelings from one minute being okay to the next nearly crying on the train.

Also I talked to my aunt and she is worried and told my uncle as well.

How are you?

What are you both having for dinner @tyme @creative_writer?

I’m having pesto pasta and chicken.

I feel tonight is going to be a long night.

That sounds nice @creative_writer

I’m not sure I feel way worse than last night and that was hard enough trying to stay safe.

I had leftovers. A bit of rice, lentils, roast veggies and tofu. Now I'm just having some fruit @Birdofparadise8 @creative_writer

Sounds nice @tyme

Did you speak to your mum for mother's day today @Birdofparadise8 ?

Yes I did @tyme

This is what I got her.

Awwwww, @Birdofparadise8 , that's soo sweet! So you showed her over the phone, or did you post it?

I sent it to her in the mail @tyme

She even cried. It made me sad to see her cry over this. If she found out that I tried to hurt myself, she will be a complete wreck, but I don't see how I can keep fighting like this. I've had enough.