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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor08 Nov 2022, 6:51 pm AEDT

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor13 May 2023, 5:07 pm AEST

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Oh okay @creative_writer

I’m sorry.

My aunt only have my parents phone number so if she doesn’t find out then they won’t.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor13 May 2023, 5:18 pm AEST

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@Birdofparadise8, it’s fine, it happened. I’m pretty sure that GP didn’t like me, but I have to admit, I wasn’t always the easiest patient, so I was at fault. I would get all edgy, irritable, confident and annoying during my elevated episodes

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor13 May 2023, 5:20 pm AEST

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Oh okay @creative_writer.

My GP is nice.

I’m feeling pretty crappy right now I’m just on my way home. I just want to break down and cry. I feel it’s going to be another long night. I will be speaking with my regular at KHL.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor13 May 2023, 5:22 pm AEST

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@Birdofparadise8, I hope speaking to your regular KHL helps

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor13 May 2023, 5:24 pm AEST

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So do I @creative_writer

I don’t want to go to ED but that choice might be taken from me. I don’t really see what they are going to do anyway.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor14 May 2023, 10:36 am AEST

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Hey @creative_writer

I asked my aunt last night if she told my uncle about what’s happening and she said yes. I didn’t know if she would or not. I’m not too sure how I feel about it.

How are you?

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor14 May 2023, 10:39 am AEST

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Hi @tyme @Kyle1 @Bow @Captain24

How are you all?

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creative_writerSenior Contributor14 May 2023, 3:09 pm AEST

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@Birdofparadise8, SI is not something you need to be ashamed of. I hope you start feeling better soon ❤️

I'm okay, been busy with uni

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PaperdaisySenior Contributor14 May 2023, 3:24 pm AEST

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True @creative_writer and your family talking about you shows they are concerned and they care @Birdofparadise8 I haven't been around here much lately but I'm sorry to read things are so hard for you. I hope it eases soon and I hope you are reaching out for support. You deserve support 💝

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor14 May 2023, 3:35 pm AEST

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Hi @Paperdaisy

I guess so I just don’t want my mum and dad to find out.

Thank you @creative_writer I still do feel ashamed like he is probably thinking why would I think such thoughts it’s no easy thing and like I feel like I’m just fighting to survive right now.

I also feel ashamed if I don’t go through with it as it shows I’m weak.

I’m probably not making any sense sorry.

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