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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor08 Nov 2022, 6:51 pm AEDT

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:06 pm AEST

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I feel the same @creative_writer

I don’t like this either.

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Kyle1Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:09 pm AEST

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Probably not... @Birdofparadise8

https://hobartcitymission.saneforums.org/t5/Something-s-not-right/Noah/m-p/1286755#M296298

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:20 pm AEST

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I’m sorry @Kyle1

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Kyle1Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:28 pm AEST

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thanks. It's OK, I guess.

It's who I am now @Birdofparadise8

Like autumn... all those trees being stripped of their wonder, only to withstand further cold to come.

Who should I be to complain, hey...

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:37 pm AEST

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Still I wish you weren’t going through this @Kyle1

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Kyle1Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:47 pm AEST

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and you're feeling 'blagh' too, right?

Anything planned this Friday eve? @Birdofparadise8

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:51 pm AEST

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I’ve just finished work so trying to not spiral which I don’t think is going to end well. I had pretty intense suicidal ideation yesterday and the only reason I didn’t do anything was because of work today and though about doing it today so I’m just trying to prepare myself for a hard night of trying to fight the urge @Kyle1

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Kyle1Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 4:58 pm AEST

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It's hard... @Birdofparadise8

Wish there was something profound and affirming to offer you right now, but ... I am without words.

I actually received advice from a GP one time to take myself out and get drunk!

I didn't take her advice. For years I ignored her. Until recently, and I did and I actually had fun!

But between you and me, it was illusory and bull crap!

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 5:00 pm AEST

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I don’t think I want to get drunk @Kyle1

Im just so alone and sad, I can’t take this pain anymore and I only see one way out. Which really scares me I can’t even speak with my regular at KHL so it will be a random.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor21 Apr 2023, 5:02 pm AEST

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hello @Birdofparadise8 , @Kyle1 , @creative_writer , @Captain24 , @Captain24 😁

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