Not Coping

That's so good @Captain24

Ah, okay sure thing @Kyle1. Got in trouble about it so we better not discuss it.

Did you have any plans tomorrow?

I'm going out for lunch with my aunt and do an art gallery.

Yeah, that gave me a chuckle, too. I must be feeling a little irreverent after such a weighty day... 🤭

I'm visiting my GP for my own supply of (those things)...

And banking.

Art gallery and lunch sounds alright! Hopefully you won't wake up too drowsey. Will you keep us posted on what the gallery is like? @Birdofparadise8

Yes, there's this thing where you can experience death in VR @Kyle1

The mind boggles... @Birdofparadise8

Hope your heart is good! To be faked out in VR to the point of death? Very "inorganic"!!

I'm not sure what it will be like, but I'll wait and see @Kyle1

Am I right to assume that your aunty doesn't know about your SH?..

I won't be offended if you don't want to answer that... @Birdofparadise8

My children asked me what happened to my lip, and I told them I walked into a bushy tree

Hey @Kyle1

She does no about the SH and SI. I’m really open with her and she’s been very helpful. I’m more open to get than my mum. She is a counsellor so that helps a bit. I even told her I had a plan, the means and intention but we developed a safety plan and everything was okay.

Oh okay so it must have been bad then @Kyle1.

Also you can ask me any questions you like I’m an open book.

Sorry I didn’t reply last night I was so tired the medication definitely kicked in I think I slept like 10 hours and I feel very tired still o hope the effects don’t last like that forever because I don’t know how I’ll get up for work tomorrow.

@Birdofparadise8 I figured you fell asleep. And that has been one of the criticsms of that medication - the next day drowsiness...

Your aunty sounds like a good support!

Yeah, I'm lucky I set the alarm, or I probably would still be asleep @Kyle1.

I didn't know it would make me this tired. I wish you luck with yours tonight. It would be interesting to compare how it affects you tomorrow.

I'm unsure what I'll do tonight and tomorrow, though, as I'll need to get up at 7 am.

She is an amazing person. I don't know what I would do without her.