Not Coping

Yeah I will @tyme

What are you up to tonight? @Birdofparadise8

I’ve just been looking up Centrelink to see what I can get for next year.

What have you been doing @tyme

Such a big move @Birdofparadise8 - exciting though.

As for myself, I'm just taking it easy. I think my pain killers are wearing off which means my body pains are returning. I'll wait to see if I'll work tomorrow.

Joys of being sick lol.

Are you a bit down tonight?

Oh sorry to hear that can you not take any more pain medication before bed.

Yeah I am could you tell hahaha. @tyme

Hey @Birdofparadise8

Whats happening

I can certainly tell that you are a little down. It's clear in your posts. @Birdofparadise8 - As @Captain24 posted, what's happening to make you feel down tonight? Anything you can think of?

Life I guess I’m just feeling sad, worthless and stuff just depression I guess, wanting to self harm and the suicidal thoughts just get annoying having it all the time.

I won’t be able to see me psychologist after 2 weeks so I’m not sure what I’m going to do after that I’m left it a bit of a pickle and he was like today how do you feel about ending I was like it’s okay but really I don’t like it but I’ll just have to get over it. I’m just not sure what to do between now and then February.

Thanks @tyme nothing other than that really just a lot on my mind. I just feel sad all the time though I guess hahaha.

How are you @Captain24

Many are thrown in the lurch at this time @Birdofparadise8 - so do you have another appointment before the end of the year? I used to do contingency planning - starting in Oct/Nov so that I'd have supports in place for Dec and Jan.

When is the actual move?

Just my GP next week for a mental health care plan for a psychologist in Melbourne but like before I said I’m having trouble finding someone. I see my psychologist in 2 weeks time for our last session but after that I’m all alone which scares me. Though he said he will email me if he has found someone I can see for that time being because I guess he doesn’t want me to be all alone. I hopefully move in mid February. @tyme