Not Coping

@Birdofparadise8sshhh don't tell anyone!! I wish she'd played Red though.

I'm still not a fan of TTPD though. A couple of songs are okay.

@Glisten she was actually his carer. He has PTSD and COPD. She's 71 this year and he'll be 82. I was supposed to be his carer but things went pear shaped and now he sits in misery with her in a nursing home. There's a men's shed at the home but I'm not sure how often he goes. It's a huge shame really but I had to walk away from it all.

That's fair enough. I have started to like it more myself the more I listen to it. @ENKELI

@Birdofparadise8 I'm up to Wildest Dreams. This is a song I loved from the moment I first heard it.

I just finished @ENKELI

It brought me back to when I went to the concert.

@Birdofparadise8 yeah I imagine it would have. I've never been to a show that big. I was supposed to go to a concert at the RAC Arena last week but I backed out.

I don't really want to think about that.

I'm not a fan of Lavender Haze. Anti Hero made me cry the first time I heard it. Still love it.

What don't you want to think about? The RAC? @ENKELI

@Birdofparadise8 the concert.

I'm not feeling great so I'm going to log off. I don't feel up to chat sorry. I'm sorry to disappoint you princess. God-daughter birthday was Friday and thinking about the concert and other stuff has made me think about ex friend. Watching TS also made me sad for some reason, not sure why.

I'll be back later maybe. It's not you, I just know I'm going to cry if stay online and I don't want to.

Hugs 💐👑👸💙

Oh okay. I'm sorry you're not feeling good @ENKELI

I'll be here if you want to chat.

Hi @ENKELI

I hope you're feeling better today.

I'll be around if you want to chat 👸🏼🫂🌸👑