Not Coping

Is it the migraines that make you unable to function? @creative_writer

@Birdofparadise8 hi princess, how was your psych session?

I had a good day, got home just after 5 so I have time this evening to chat 🤗

I hope you've managed to work out your assignment formatting issue, it's frustrating when you can't get it to work the way you want.

How are you feeling tonight?

Right okay, that would make things tricky then @creative_writer

What have your Pdoc and psych said about it?

Hi @ENKELI,

I'm happy to see you online.

It was good. We talked a lot about attachment styles, and we also talked about how I dismiss my own feelings and things that happen to me.

That's good you got home on time today.

I wouldn't say I'm feeling the best, but I've been doing some study, and I'm watching an episode of Alex Rider, which is good.

Do you have anything to watch?

How are you?

@Birdofparadise8 I'm doing really well. I feel like I've known my workmates for ever instead of just v a couple of weeks. I'm absolutely loving my job and it is so different from the toxic environments I'd been in the past few years.

I still have moments where I am thinking about my God children but it's getting easier. I just wish I could talk to them. I'm worried their mother has bad mouthed me and that's why I never heard back when I did try to contact my God daughter. She may not have even got the card I sent.

I'm glad you have something to watch to help distract you. I need to find something to watch too.

I need to see what to have for dinner too!

That is really good to hear @ENKELI

Yeah I know it's hard. I do hope it will get easier over time.

Yeah it's alright, I guess. It doesn't stop everything, but at least it's something.

What have you got?

I had beef ragu again from dinner last night.

Okay, well, I hope they help you figure things out @creative_writer.

@Birdofparadise8 no, no matter what you have to distract you, it doesn't stop wandering thoughts. I've found the only thing that works is reading a good book but then I have to be in the mood to read. My eyes are usually sore after looking at 2 screens all day I don't feel like reading anyway!

Dinner will be leftovers, a pasta bake, chicken and veg or tuna mornay. Mal my cat is lying beside me and keeps looking up at me, meaning I must pat him. Never mind that I'm busy trying to type on my tablet!