Not Coping

Hey there @Birdofparadise8 🙂🌺

how did you get on with the study?
I hope the visit with the older person went well 🌺

Hope you’re holding up ok 💜

drive was nice - didn’t catch up with the local person I met last time, however I needed to head back (got tired).

Lovely place 🙂🌺

Hey there @creative_writer 🙂🌺

I’m sorry to hear things aren’t so good this evening 💜

Sounds like lots going on…holding space for you 🌺

Today was good thank you.. saw a beautiful view..thought I’d share with you 🌺💜

It was alright @Former-Member

Yeah, he was good.

Wish I could say yes to that but no. I’m not feeling good at all. I want it to be 2:30 tomorrow so I can see my psych. Even though I'll be all nervous and will most likely say “I don't know” a lot like I do. He keeps asking me why I feel the way I feel and I don't know. He also asks where I feel it in my body and I have no clue as I don't. He also asks how I am feeling at the moment when we talk about things and I feel nothing.

Ahh, I’m so bad. It's like I'm wasting his time if that's all I'm ever going to say.

I'm sorry the person wasn't there to see you @Former-Member

I'm going into my room tonight so who knows how that will go.

Anyone around?

Hey @Birdofparadise8 🙂🌺

just had dinner.. you alright there?

Hi @Former-Member

What did you have? I had beef stroganoff and mashed potato.

No, I'm not okay 😩 😥

Sounds really hard @Birdofparadise8 regarding seeing your psych..but please do know that it’s not a matter of wasting time dearest, he is there for you, to help you, and to give you support 🌺💜

Thanks re my friend, it’s ok - sometimes it’s hard to catch a person again given that life doesn’t seem to follow the same routines very often like things used to be 🙂

Yeah, I guess. If he didn't keep asking me those questions, then I wouldn't say I don't know. He knows that's what I'm going to say. @Former-Member

Ah okay. I hope you can see them another time.

Thank you @creative_writer 🙂🌺

it’s such a peaceful place 🙂🕊️

I’m really sorry to hear it’s been a difficult day, and I hope things can continue to improve for you 💜

The anxiety makes sense around meeting someone - the concerns you’ve described are valid 🌺💜 in terms of what to do..I would say gently give yourself time to let every small step settle in, and take things as slowly as you need. If someone is the right person for you, then they won’t mind 🙂💜🌺