Not Coping

Mum is permanently in the aged care part of our local hospital, is doing OK but now confined to a wheelchair @lavenderhaze , I go up every couple of days to see her xx

What is your favourite food ?

Yeah it was @Former-Member

Thanks @Shaz51

I’m really not okay @Former-Member

Thanks heaps @Birdofparadise8 💜🌺🙂

I use crutches all the time…cooking, laundry, cleaning, in the bathroom/shower, etc… they are a proper pain in the backside hehe. My legs have lost much nerve function so they don’t work properly, or at least, how I want them to ❤️‍🩹

Oh I’m sorry to hear the pancakes were rank 😔 I don’t often make pancakes so I don’t have a nice recipe that is tried and tested to share with you 🌺

sorry to hear you’re stressed, too 💜

is it the appointment clash?
im sure they should accommodate due to it being with your psych 🙂🌺

Oh okay that would be hard.

yes I’ve asked my psych if he will se my later that day @Former-Member

Hey @Birdofparadise8 ❤️‍🩹

im sorry to hear that dearest 💜

anything in particular you feel comfortable in sharing? 🌺

I feel like I'm falling apart into a million pieces.

I feel like I'm spiralling, and there's no coming back.

I feel so broken and beyond repair.

I feel so hopeless and worthless.

I just want this pain to go away. I want everything to stop.

I want to not feel like this anymore. I don't understand why things have become so difficult these past few weeks. Last week was so hard. I feel like this week will be as well.

I'm so sorry, but I'm just a burden to everyone. @Former-Member

I don't know how I'm supposed to go see the older person once I get changed from the pool.

I’m so very sorry to hear how distressed and down your feeling @Birdofparadise8 💜

Those feelings sound really heavy to carry ❤️‍🩹

it may not carry much weight right now, however I would like to gently remind you that you’re not a burden at all - you’re very much a valued person, and all those good and positive things about who you are, are only found in you 🌺🙂

It makes some sense that things are more difficult lately with so much uni work to do, while you’ve been adjusting to a completely new environment and flatmates, too 💜

I wondered if there is something to do that helps you not feel this way?

How do you feel about going to visit the older person - do you think it will be helpful to you to do? 🙂

Thank you @Former-Member

I don't think it has to do with uni. I do like it.

Not really many things help other than talking to someone.

On the way down to see the man, I'll listen to Taylor swift as well.

Yeah, it will be good.

Thank you for being here with me @Former-Member