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Not Coping

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Hmm it’s probably more like vertigo x 10, the dizziness and the vomitting is more debilitating than anything headachey
Not yet @Birdofparadise8 doctor though

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I feel so bad for her. That must be awful @ArraDreaming

Not just for her but all of you.

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Yeah, no good especially when I don’t even know it happened until one of the kids screamed mums on the floor @Birdofparadise8
Anyway sorry to make this about me
How are you going

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That's okay @ArraDreaming

Mmm, not great. I'm really struggling.

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@Blackbird11, what are you doing tomorrow?

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Sorry to hear that @Birdofparadise8 what can we do to help

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Being here is good @ArraDreaming

Chating with me helps me feel a bit less lonely.

Things have just gone so far downhill this week or even the past few days.

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Here is a good description of how I've been feeling the past few days.

I posted this yesterday @ArraDreaming

I don't know. Crying for number one, music, TV, but that's things I do anyway, so not much.

I just feel so defeated. It was as if I was waiting for a pin to drop, and once it did, it burst me open.

I don't know if my depression is getting worse, or I'm just a bad person, too sensitive or if I can't cope on my own. Maybe I'm too sensitive to rejection as well and just perceive everything as such.

I feel like everything I do seems to be wrong (after I've done it and been told). It's like I can't do anything right anymore. I just hate the feeling of not talking to anyone. Like I'll call my family for a quick call, but other than that, no one.

How I feel right now is as if I'm trying to get out of a very deep pool that has nothing to hold on to while people watch around me and are laughing. And the pool is made with my tears.

Well, I've never thought of that before. This is in my imagination, by the way.

I think I'm being a bit dark there, @ENKELI. I'm sorry. I thought it would better describe how I feel.

hh

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Hey, is anyone still around?

@ArraDreaming @Shaz51 @Blackbird11

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Hey @Birdofparadise8 how’s things?

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