Not Coping

I don't know when they will decide to reply to me.

I feel like crap mentally and physically, so not fantastic.

That sounds fun what will you make @amber22? Have you made pottery before?

Don't worry they replied it's fine @amber22

Oh yay! What did they reply? @Birdofparadise8

I'm sorry that you're struggling at the moment, I hope you're cuddled up in bed and able to relax a little bit.

I'm not sure - I've never done pottery before, but I was thinking I might make a mug for my morning coffees!

Um, I'm not sure if I should say on here @amber22

It's RO.

It's so hot in my room, I think because of the weather and I have a temp.

That sounds cool. Can you post a photo of it once you're done I'd love to see it.

Oh that's totally fine! @Birdofparadise8

You poor thing, I hope you're nearing the end of having Covid.

Yes of course! I'm not sure if it will be any good but I'll show you it anyway 🙂

I only tested positive on Monday @amber22

I'm sure you'll do great. Are you going with friends?

@Birdofparadise8 sorry I haven't been around as much lately.

You mentioned you're waiting on a response to an email. Have you got a reply yet?
Rejection is hard, it's the one thing I struggle with. My psych told me it stems from my parents' divorce, me feeling like my dad didn't want me and all my life I have not been able to deal with rejection in a healthy way.

Nobody likes being rejected and it's normal to feel bad if the outcome we get isn't what we want or need.

I wish I could offer a solution or a way to make you feel better but all I can tell you is that if you are rejected, let yourself grieve and go through the healing process. It does get better but it takes time.

Hugs x

Hi @ENKELI

All good; I'm assuming you're busy with the job hunting or family stuff. I will find out about the diabetes job on Friday, I hope.

Yeah, I did. It's fine, no rejection yet, but just thinking I won't be allowed on there for a minute made me break down crying. It's only for specific things, and if I do something wrong, I get banned for a bit, and it hurts so much.

@Birdofparadise8 it doesn't help when you're not feeling well either. I know I am always hyper sensitive when I'm sick.

Glad you didn't get rejected.

For so long I never said a word and was walked all over, now if I voice my opinion I get shut down and bullied. I get so confused that I doubt myself and the negative thoughts start coming.
My anxiety is really high for some reason at the moment too.

Are you feeling any better today?

What helps when you're anxious @ENKELI?

Better sick-wise or mentally, if both, it's a no. I'm trying not to cry.