Not Coping

Am I a bad person to be thinking about myself and feeling guilty that she is going for such a long time and making it about myself when she is going to be having a baby @tyme

@Birdofparadise8 , @tyme

When the children were little we had a 5 foot big brown bear , and the kids loved him

Even the 4 of them could all lay on him at the same time and watch TV xx

That's cool @Shaz51

I meant that if she sees it now, she will say it's for children.

@tyme

this guy I'm talking to is so sweet. He asked if I liked late-night walks, and I said I didn't because I'd be scared, and he said he would keep me safe.

Did you see what I said yesterday about him?

The photo looks mint @Birdofparadise8 !

No, it's not bad of you. It's actually quite natural. To have built up a rapport with someone then only to find out they are leaving is actually really really difficult and presents as grief. @Birdofparadise8 . It's not easy. I've had that happen a few times to me in the past, and I was heartbroken and grief-stricken. That was in my early MH days... later in life, I sort of got used to it and 'expected' it so that it didn't hurt so much.

I've obviously known she was pregnant for a while, so it was ticking away anyway. @tyme

I was upset after the appointment. I've seen one other GP at the clinic anyway, so it will be okay, but to know it's going to be a year is such a long time.

I think I've seen her at least once a month if not more some months.

@Birdofparadise8 , yes, that is sweet what he said. What did he say yesterday?

Hi @Shaz51 how are you?

@Birdofparadise8and @tyme, today has been better, was going to have a blood test but I’ve moved it to Monday. GP wanted to check up if she could find any cause for the fatigue

Oh, he said, "Morning beautiful," and said he forgot to say it when we met and that he wanted to get me some flowers the next time we met as he couldn't get any with his car maintenance.

@tyme