Not Coping

Yeah things aren't good @tyme

I've gone so far downhill. Last week, I told my psych I felt ready to stop the weekly pickup, but over the weekend and the past few days, with what I've been thinking and feeling. I doubt my GP will agree on Friday. I don't have a chance for that to change. It's like I'm out of control, and all this sadness is around me constantly, and it won't go away.

Okay, so I finally got to meet the guy for the date anyway, so we went somewhere near me for a drink, and he paid how sweet. I feel our conversation flowed well. Then he texted me when he got back home and said he forgot to say that I look beautiful and he wants to get me a preset which is flowers I think for the next time I see him as he ran out of time today because of his car trouble.

He also asked about my depression as well which put me on the spot.

@Birdofparadise8 You needing some support, and contacting a service designed to provide it, is not 'bothering' them hun.

I'm off for tonight, but you're not alone. I hope you can find some reprieve soon 💜

I'm sending her an update email @Jynx

Okay, thank you.

I am so sorry that it's so hard right now @creative_writer.

Sitting with you 💜

Anyone around?

Heya @Birdofparadise8

I am around for another half an hour

Hi @lavenderhaze

How are you?

@tyme have you finished?

I am good @Birdofparadise8, been trying to enjoy the sunny days and getting to know the wonderful people on here 💜

How are you tonight? 🙂

That's nice. Are you in Melbourne? The weather was quite nice today. I'm not looking forward to Sunday with it being 38.

Um not good myself, I'm going down hill and I don't understand why when things haven't been too bad. Last week I was planing on asking my GP on Friday to stop weekly pickup but with the way my thoughts are she most likely won't want that to happen. I feel out of control, and the sadness is now affecting me in the day and not just the night.

Sorry, probably not the best hello. @lavenderhaze