Not Coping

I think I'll do sticky pork and rice with veggies.

And you @Birdofparadise8?

Did you get to the gym?

Yeah it's very interesting @ENKELI @creative_writer

That sounds yum.

I already had dinner it's 19:41 here @ENKELI I had chicken kebabs and salad.

I get my meds picked up weekly. I'm getting pretty annoyed at it now. I know it was for safety reasons, but I feel as if I haven't had suicidal thoughts for at least three months now I should be able to just get the normal amount of meds.

What do you think @creative_writer @ENKELI @Snowie?

Thank you @StanD

Actually all you said made too much sense and this really has assisted me to understand what he is doing.

Initially I was shocked because I came from an abusive relationship prior to meeting him. It took me many years to trust again. He led me in, and has nicely taken full advantage of becoming worse than the initial abuser I had met many years ago. He is smarter has more information up his sleeve, which leaves me concern he will escalate.

I did have a break down last night to a trusted family member. We decided to keep contact strictly to time he wants to see our child and I made it clear to

leave me alone.
Prior to this his behaviour was becoming more and more persistent, demanding, and given he has a large circle of friends, support he had people to report in seeing me where ever I may be.

Sick right, but scary to me.

So far I have not heard back from him, but I won’t, he will be living large today.
I disclosed to family and have their support. They live quite a distance away from me, but you are right I can’t stay silent.

I had not thought clients would be viewing me this way. Thank you, I think people have a sense, as I know they value me.
One little boy gave me a good luck coin. Made my day, even though I was tearing apart inside.
I will see what the weekend brings. If I am pushed beyond anything I can endure I will leave.
I don’t believe in who he is anymore and no longer view him as someone I even know.

Thank you StanD

I won’t forget this at all. X

I keep forgetting there's a 3 hour time difference between us!

Your dinner sounds delish.

Just finished watching Greek Wedding 2, now looking for something else.

You must be settling in for the night now right @Birdofparadise8?

That's okay @ENKELI

Not yet

What do you do when you can't have a hug @ENKELI

I really want one.

@StanD

oh gosh I did what I knew would end in upset, trying to find evidence. I had it years ago, so readily. Tracks habe been covered. And I note how he can stalk me via another friend. So now the reinvent and close social account which has been done on my time.
agh. Sorry tired I will return

fadin

Hi @ArraDreaming

Are you okay?