Not Coping

OK, @Birdofparadise8 can you think of what you can do now that tonight will end up OK xx

I need to cook dinner and I’ll just cry I guess @Shaz51

@Birdofparadise8 , I have done that before my friend

What are you cooking for dinner?

I am still deciding what to cook

I know @hanami is vegan

How about you @Jynx , @tyme , @Blackbird11

We know @tyme sister cooks lovely dinner

I only just saw your post @tyme

I didn't tell him I felt rejected. He just said he wouldn't because there is a power imbalance. I don't see how that stops someone from giving a hug, but anyway. I don't think I should have mentioned it. Now, I've dug myself a hole.

Chicken kebabs and salad @Shaz51

What do you have at home to cook with @Shaz51

Going to make Tuna Bake @Birdofparadise8 , nice and easy :ok_hand:

@StanD

Yes I really do agree with the physical, mind energy balance connection.

I know this largely affects me and I do think I was triggered, by my ex partner placing far too much pressure.

It almost frightens me, like he views ‘winning back’ as a game.

Only I’m not playing any kind of games. His energy affects me more boldly now than when I was stuck in the toxic cycle.
For me it is humiliating, because clients think I am slow, but internally my whole world is shutting down and ultimately I want to be free of this nightmare.

If only I could completely move to another area I would, but I am unable to.

Thats good @Shaz51

@moderator

I'm not getting any emails, and I'm subscribed, and they aren't in my spam. Could you help please?

Hey @Birdofparadise8 not too sure what might be going on - have you tried unsubscribing and resubscribing?

Have you been getting emails from elsewhere? How about from the team?