Not Coping

Hey @tyme

How are you today?

I hope you are doing okay with covid.

Have you been up to much today? I hope the study is going well.

I didn't feel sick anymore apart for the one day or so. I was still positive yesterday. Today, I didn't even check because I haven't has symptoms for a while now @Birdofparadise8 .

The study has been pretty good. I would've liked to go faster, but the kids were all over me when I had COVID. I thought I'd have a break from them, but they were worse!

I'm more than 50% through.

Anyway, hope things are okay on your side. I'm going interstate in 4 days time. Arghhhh!!!!

That's good to hear @tyme

Have you done 50% of the course already?

Oh, I hope they don't get sick.

Mmm, well, me, what should I say? I still have so much fun with my parents. I want next week and the 12th of Jan to hurry up so I can be alone again. I love my parents, but it's getting very hard suppressing my emotions on the level I am. I want to cry so badly, but I can't. I get all emotional like I am now, and I have to sit here acting like I'm perfectly okay, whereas if I were in Melbourne, I would be on the floor crying right now. I'm worried about Friday. I hope I don't have a breakdown or something, seeing I'll be on my own that night, but then I'll be with my parents the following day for the move-in.

You have to fly as well to see your parents? Will there be anyone else with you?

I wish you good luck. I hope they are not as overbearing as mine.

Do you know any good jewellery shops in Melbourne?

With Tasmanian Health Department @Birdofparadise8

It is exciting that we're half way through. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel ✨️

I had a nap, washed work clothes and finished a Zen color picture...

That's exciting I hope you'll get a job out of it. The RHH is very good @Blackbird11

If it's a photo of the Zen colour I'll have a look when it's up.

Hey @Blackbird11 ,

Good to see you.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 , Pandora jewellery shops? I don't know many.

As for going back, I hear how hard it is with your parents, but do you think being with your parents has been good in a way?

Are you still going to your friends for dinner?

No, I don't like them. I'm looking to get a ring. Both, my grandparents, one on Mum's side and one on Dad's side, gave me $50 each, so I will put in another $100 to get a nice ring, but I'm not sure what shops are in Melbourne.

Do you wear jewellery?

It's been alright, I guess. I suppose it's better than being alone alone. It's just the suppression; I can't help it. It's so hard.

Anyway, I just need to think about the future and the big move. I am excited about that. I'm just nervous about who I will be and if they will like me or not.

Anyway, I probably should stop complaining so much I'm sorry. @tyme

Heya @tyme

Good to see you!

@Birdofparadise8 there's a pandora shop in Eastlands I think 🤔

Yeah I know @Blackbird11

I'm looking for an equivalent to prouds.

What are you up to now?

I'm watching bump.

Good morning @Birdofparadise8

Safe travels 😊

I read this and thought of you...

Hugs for you 🤗