Not Coping

Hi @Blackbird11

I'm unsure. I'm not feeling great, but trying to not think about it. It's supposed to be a good time.

Did you enjoy yesterday?

Oh no you have covid @Eve7

I hope you get better soon.

Hey @Birdofparadise8

It's ok to have different feelings, embrace them and let them pass.

Yesterday was good, I read you had a big day.

Get well soon @Eve7

I guess so but I can't sit here and cry while Mum is next to me @Blackbird11

I don't get any time alone.

Yes it was busy yesterday.

That's good. Did you get any presents?

Did your GF go too?

Sounds gard @Birdofparadise8 , it's a long time to bed time to process.

Yes, the gift of spending time with family 😉

My sister bought for me, I was given the Ash Barty book, a 50 card cheese board ideas in a box and some lindt chocolate bears.

My GF and I are just friends now, she is not ready to be in a relationship right now.

Did you get presents?

Yeah it is a bit @Blackbird11

I even showed my mum my legs today which was hard. She wanted to see them as to why I wouldn't wear shorts because of SH I haven't done it since about May I think maybe even before that.

I've never really shown anyone other than a couple of ballet friends.

That's nice to hear.

Oh, I'm sorry about that. Are you okay with that?

I got the Lego tranquil garden, a doona cover, a travel jewellery box and the AFL membership for Christmas and birthday.

You are brave @Birdofparadise8 that's hard to do.

You were spoilt 😃

I'm ok, feeling ok, a bit lost at times but doing ok.

Thanks @Blackbird11

She was okay about it. I said I stopped a while ago so she was pleased about it.

Yes, I go a bit. My two younger cousins got a lot.

Are you okay @Blackbird11?

Thanks @Birdofparadise8 I am feeling much better.

How was your day?

I'm ok @Birdofparadise8

I've a big day tomorrow with work. Heading to bed now as I start early.