Not Coping

I am not going to say what I was about to say @Birdofparadise8 I wasn't yelling at you i am just fed up of everyone asking me not sane

Do I really need to hang in there when everything is falling apart

Oh okay @bartart23

Take it from me. I was so desperate then I attempted but it wasn’t lethal anyway which I knew. Anyway then I went to hospital and now things are starting to get better.
maybe if you wait a bit longer things might start to improve.
don’t you think that’s right @tyme

We also need to take into account that the last few times you've gone home, things haven't been the easiest. @Birdofparadise8

You are doing very very well.

When I first moved interstate, when I went home to visit my parents, I didn't even stay with them! I stayed at other people's houses... So you are doing very well that you are under the same roof...

As i said before, I apologise in advance to any parents as it may be hard to hear our experiences as children of parents....

But no @Birdofparadise8 , I absolutely get you. It's like you are there in person, but not really there.

That is true @tyme

I can’t stay at others places I think I’ve mentioned that to you.
I don’t understand your last part about being here but not. What’s that go to do with the movies and wondering if they are think about me and what I did.

Everyone says it gets better when does it when it's done eating me inside it's already taken my away from everyone

@Birdofparadise8

I am just done and numb 😞 I just hope they don't come but I know they will to act like they care

I do understand that. I suppose it’s because I’m saying it as I’m feeling alright right now where say tomorrow I was feeling super depressed then maybe I would feel like saying what I said.
just take things day by day and if you have a semi good day that could be a win. Every small win counts @bartart23

If my uncle was in this conversation he would say fine isn’t an emotion.
I know your not okay, but just know I’m thinking of you and I see the better days ahead that you will have.
Please stay safe and we can talk later if you would like.
I'm always here for you okay @bartart23

Sorry @Birdofparadise8 . I didn't mean to confuse you.

I mean you are there in person, but your mind is thinking about other things including whether they are thinking about you.

Would you consider asking them straight out? "Are you thinking about me and what's been happening lately?"

I haven't mentioned anything to them since September they haven't asked so I don't tell @tyme

Things have been better since then.

How are they texting you if you blocked their number @bartart23