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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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PrincessLettuceSenior Contributor

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Hi @bartart23 ,

It sounds like you're having a hard time at the moment. I'm sorry to hear that.

I've just sent you an email.

Could you please confirm that you are safe?

- PrincessLettuce

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ENKELISenior Contributor

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@bartart23 no you haven't failed anyone.

I don't know why we have to go through this BS and it's the constant wondering why me/you, what have we done that we deserve to go through this crap.

What did I do that made my best friend block me from her life? She was the one who would hold me as I cried when my anxiety got bad, when I would apologise for being a crappy friend because of my MH she would tell me she'd rather have me as I am than not at all. And now she doesn't want me.

You've come this far, just think one day at a time, or even just one hour at a time. Sometimes I've had to promise myself I will be safe for the next 5 minutes and then see what happens, then the next 5 minutes, and the next. I pray, read a book, water my plants, think about the new friends I've made here.

I know that may not work for you but it's what I try to do when I am really bad.

You are valued and you have a purpose that may not be known just yet, but just around the corner you'll see, oh that's why I'm still here.

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bartart23Senior Contributor

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I don't have any friends here
Because all my life I've been hurt I won't say the other word everytime I say something I just feel like I failed sane and everyone on here it's not because of something anyone done it's me I am the problem

If I was allowed to say I love U in a friend I would I don't know if that's allowed?

I have Charles talking screaming at me I don't know how to stop him I've done shower music walking playing gta 5 playing with cat talking to a friend

I am lost and crying

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bartart23Senior Contributor

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Is it weird I am talking to them? Am I crazy? I am clapping and listening to them I can't sleep they all in there

I hate them haha it reminds me of my birth lady screaming

I hear daddy voice in my head I am maniac crying in a corner

With the little girl looking at me oh boy

I have no energy

No I'm not talking about harm or nothing

For the mods that read this

Aliens are coming

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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It's okay, don't worry about it @ENKELI

Yeah, you've told me about her. Did you drop off the presents?

Do you have any other family to be with?

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Blackbird11Senior Contributor

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Welcome Home @Birdofparadise8

Wishing you all the best for your stay here 💚

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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Thanks. @Blackbird11

How are you

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Blackbird11Senior Contributor

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Oops 😬 safe travels ✈️

How are you feeling?

I'm good, just got my printer going... yay! 🥳

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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I'm feeling quite nervous because I'll be going from seeing no one to about 17 people on Monday. And I'm also going to see Granny at the grave tomorrow.

@Blackbird11

That's good to hear. What else are you doing? Work?

I've just finished with my psych. I’m feeling a bit odd.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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I kind of want to cry. I'm not sure why. We talked about granny, the dreams and about me being startled @Blackbird11

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