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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor08 Nov 2022, 6:51 pm AEDT

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:14 pm AEDT

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Fine 😢 or Fine 😀 @bartart23

Eh, I've been packing more of my stuff. I've got so much. I need to have a shower, but I'm avoiding it, I'm hungry, and I need to get something to eat as I've run out of food.

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bartart23Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:19 pm AEDT

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Fine 🥲 @Birdofparadise8 busy day I may of missed it please don't get angry at me are you moving? Or just getting rid of things? Sorry if I have missed it 😕

I don't have food in my house i don't really you know

I'm might leave my partner I don't know yet 😞

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:29 pm AEDT

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So you're not really okay then @bartart23

I'm not angry at you.

So I'm going to Hobart for Christmas on the 20th, then I will fly back to Melbourne on the 5th, and then I will move across the road to my new room on the 6th of January.

Why do you keep saying missed it?

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bartart23Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:34 pm AEDT

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Because I am sure you have told me but I couldn't remember that's why I said I may of missed it

I'm keeping my month shut about my feelings 🙂 so I don't worry anyone or get emails 🙂

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:36 pm AEDT

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It's okay. Don't worry about it, @bartart23.

You can share how you're feeling. People only worry if they don't know if you're safe or not.

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bartart23Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:41 pm AEDT

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When is the J person on? I would like to chat to them about the trans things
Plus I have no clue how many peer workers there
Who is or isn't

I was very hurt last night because I hurt you guys with what I was saying I felt so bad

And yes I just woke up 🥱

All my characters are playing up

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 2:45 pm AEDT

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I'm not sure when Jynx is on sorry @bartart23.

Maybe you could start a trans thread, and people can come and talk about anything trans-related, and you can get some support.

No, you didn't hurt me. Were you told that?

I was struggling a bit myself last night, and things seem very intense, that's all.

Seriously, we're all good. You have nothing to apologise for. You're obliviously struggling, and you just wanted support. I just couldn't offer it to you with what was going through my head.

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bartart23Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 3:07 pm AEDT

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No I wasn't told I had hurt you

I just thought I did because I've never this bad it's always around Christmas and December

The thoughts and different personalities and ages all come out and it does it get bad

Plue sometimes the voices take over and talk

Yes I know I am a handful monster

I always feel like I'm not trouble with I don't say safe I wasn't meaning anything harmful

I see why everyone leaves me 😀🥲

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 3:11 pm AEDT

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You're not a harmful monster @bartart23

It's okay you really didn't hurt me. I promise. I'm complicated as well.

Anyway, let's forget about yesterday. What are you doing this afternoon?

I really need to go have a shower so I might go do that in a minute.

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Dec 2023, 3:20 pm AEDT

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HI @bartart23

We actually have a LBGTQI space where you can talk about anything related to your sexuality. you will probably meet more members with things in common as well.

ive linked it here for you, please feel free to go on and chat to the members there as well.

LBGTQA Social space

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