Not Coping

Hey @tyme

Guess what?

I'm going back to Hobart tomorrow until the 20th.

I've got my friends ballet Concert and the bawdy panto on.

I had a job interview tosat which went really well but I won't be able to do the job as they want someone for different days than I can do. I saw my psych today and my GP. I got some bloods done as well.

Hey, does anyone at all want to talk?

If you don't, please tell me, okay so I don't keep bothering you all?

Sorry @Birdofparadise8 I only just saw your post. I've been a bit flat out.

That's so cool that you are going back to see your friend in Hobart. That's great!

Was this out of the blue? Or was it planned for a while?

Glad you saw your psych today. What a shame about the job? I'm wondering if you can tell them that if things change on their end (which it often does), then for them to contact you?

I had that happen with a job of mine in the past. Within a short time, there was a HUGE change, and the times were perfect for me 🙂

Yeah okay @tyme

No I got mum to book the flights yesterday hahah.

Nah they want Thursday and Friday no exceptions.

My psych to contact what about?

Did I say something?

I'll have my session next week over telehealth.

TW: SI

Can this go into a spoiler tag I can't do it on my phone.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 ,

Sorry, I don't have an answer for you there. I'm not sure why you are feeling this way. It sounds challenging though. However, I hope you have a good time away. Enjoy your time with your family and friends - it sounds like it'll be a great experience.

Hi @tyme

Mmm it's a bit odd i don't get why these feelings are coming up. At least I'm not going home in Melbourne or I think I would cry. Where I'm going to be with my parents I can't.

Yes, I'm sure it will be nice. However, by the 20th, I will look forward to coming back home. Melbourne home hahahah.

My uncle said he gets confused because I say home as in uni accommodation and then home in where my parents live in Hobart.

We are about to fly so I'll catch you in an hour. Thanks @tyme

I'm back @tyme

It was a good flight. I've been reading a book called Icebreaker by Hannah Grace.

What have you been up to today?

Glad you had a good flight @Birdofparadise8 . Sounds like you have a very busy time ahead of you.

I had a pretty chill day today. I feel like I'm more on top of my work now which is good.

I read some books to my nieces and nephew, I spent a while on the phone talking to someone I mentored in the past. They wanted to catch up and said I always say 'I'll see', but I never get there - I need to seriously book in times because I'm usually back-to-back with things to do. I told her I'd see her maybe in the new year, but she wants to see me shortly.

I know you mentioned you want to have friends. I'm wondering what would happen if you just let things be and if they come to you, then let them? Only a thought. I guess that's the way I tackled things. But we are not the same 🙂

It was delayed by an hour, which was annoying because a crew member was running late @tyme

Never mind, I got here in the end.

That's good things have been going well.

Ah, okay, will you get to see them soon?

Yes, I guess I could. It's not like I'm going to look for people right now. I want them to appear, but it doesn't work like that. I hope with uni next year, I might meet more people.

Did you see my post about my friend getting a job so that he won't be on campus, and it will be hard to see each other?

I'm sure I'll meet people when the time is right.

What are you doing tomorrow are you on GS?