Not Coping

Okay thank you @Bow

Yeah, didn't you want to go?

Does it crack when you use it @Bow?

Not when I have used it @Birdofparadise8

didn’t want to take my daughter out of school. And it was a rather last minute trip, too much to organise if it was all of us, cats and dogs to think about and organising a time that doesn’t interfere too much with my daughters visits with her father. My mum had been wanting to go down for ages, my brother has cancer, but she had been caring for my terminally ill step dad who passed in august. We may go down in the Christmas holidays.

That is fair enough @Bow

What are you doing tomorrow?

Hi @Birdofparadise8

I am doing well, how are you feeling today? How was your weekend?

@Melbcoffeesnob

Hey @Melbcoffeesnob

I could be better but oh well.

I'm just going to Kmart to get some painting stuff.

Hello @Bow @Melbcoffeesnob @creative_writer @Blackbird11 @Jynx @fluffylight @amber22 @Shaz51 @outlander @Kyle1 @RiverSeal

How is everyone today?

Is anyone up for a chat?

hey @Birdofparadise8

how's it going. ?

I've been out of the loop with you since you're admission as inpatient... how did that work for you?

And your new meds I'm presuming ...?

I'm still here. I get discharged Friday, and I'm so scared.

I started a mood stabiliser (L) which is giving me a tremor.

I could be better mood still not great. I was going to have ECT but changed my mind due to memory loss and I have exams next week. I can come back after exams if I need to and have ECT @Kyle1

How are you?

hmm... sounds like a bit of an oddysey you're on atm, @Birdofparadise8

would that be a fair summation?

Or is it just me...

I feel like I'm on one of those carnival rides that plummet suddenly from beneath you, leaving you feel weightless, tho at the same time like a dull, leaden projectile. And you clutch for anything to hold onto, but find nothing...