yes @Birdofparadise8
I stopped that one about a month ago.
And I'm coming off another one that I began at the start of the year to try this new one...
I do hope you find your psych helpful, and a good fit.
I am feeling very optimistic with who I've met today. The only draw back being I have limited consultations. Only a certain number allowed b4 it becomes too expensive for me. That sux...but we'll try make the most of what we can!
So, rationally, there's been some positives over the past two days. Emotionally, I'm still very much a puddle. And I am trying my best to get whatever help I can... I should be patting myself on the back, maybe. But the reality is I'm really tired. Down in my bones tired...
My social anxiety has inflamed since my recent attack. Among other things, it is personally dissapointing because I felt I was beginning to come out of my shell and mix with new people a whole lot more than ever this year. But now, still feeling as isolated and lonely as always...
I often wonder what I did to deserve feeling this way? I know I'm not a bad person. I know I am kind, and friendly, and caring. But I still feel there must be something wrong with me...! I want to sob and moan about "where is the love for me? It isn't fair!", but as I think that...I am reminded of a random kindness that came my way just yesterday, and I am so grateful And amazed:
I went into Banjo's for a coffee. I was awefully hungry!, for I had not eaten all day. And I only had enough money for a coffee...
well, when they called me and coffee was ready, these 2 servers offered me a bag of pies. For free!!
I wasakin of shocked: I asked if I looked hungry or something,? and they said no. I told them anyway that, well...I am actually hungry!. And thank you so much! 🙏❤
Just like that...
If I can offer you anything from this @Birdofparadise8, it's; don't give up on magic or a miracle. It happens!
