Not Coping

A bike ride sounds fun and would be really good to get out and get some fresh air. Uni study sounds interesting and hopefully, you enjoy what you are studying. Studying is a big commitment and I commend you for taking that and working. Sounds like you are a hard worker and can put your mind to what you need to do. I hope you have a good session with KHL. RiverSeal

Yes it will be nice @RiverSeal

It's going okay at the moment. I wouldn't say I'm liking this essay that I need to write but oh well.

Yes I hope she calls me soon.

Thank you @outlander

I told her about my eating and she said its definitely disorded she wants me to tell my psych on Wednesday when I see her.

She is pretty worried though. I didn't want people to worry.

Hey @outlander @RiverSeal @tyme @Shaz51 @creative_writer

How is everyone today?

I've been on a bike ride, and I went the furthest I've ever been, so I'm happy about that. I came home and tried to work out how to do my essay, but it was a bit hard.

I've been to the shop to get food, and now I'm going for a walk. Apparently, according to my Apple watch, a bike ride doesn't count as steps, so I need to get my steps up so looks like a walk is for me to do now.

Then I'll come home and cook my chicken schnitzel and then I'll do some more study or well I’ll try. I’ll probably cry I'm not feeling 100%. Very lonely living on my own.

Hi @outlander @RiverSeal @Jynx @Shaz51 @creative_writer

How is everyone?

@Birdofparadise8 hey hun, I'm not too shabby, how are you? 😊

I'm happy you're, shabby @Jynx

Mmm, I think you know. 😢

Well as a habit @Birdofparadise8 I don't like to make assumptions. But the crying emoji tells me you're not having a great time this arvo. What have you been up to today?

Haha, I don't mind if you do @Jynx it's about 98% likely I'll be sad or very sad and about 2% I will be okay-ish.

But yeah, the emoji helps.

I went for a walk this morning, did some washing, made a chicken Ceaser pasta salad for lunch/dinner and tried to do some study, but I'm just not getting anywhere with it. I have an online class that I'm dreading, but I need to go as for some reason I can't find the recording of it. Then I'll eat the pasta while watching it probably and I would like to go for another walk as I feel I'm being lazy siting around her moping.