Not Coping

It's not about before; I'm just sad the depression is clouding everything. I can't cope with feeling like this anymore. The past three nights have been awful. I don't see how tomorrow will be any different.

I'm sorry @Jynx.

@Birdofparadise8 no sorry needed hun. It's tough, for sure. Keep going though, keep pushing forward. You've already proven that better days are possible, and even when they feel out of reach you gotta remind yourself that you can still find your way forward.

I'm off for tonight hun, rest well and I'll catch ya round soon 💜

Thanks, @Jynx I'm trying my best.

Have a good night.

Could my day just get any better.

Today has been crap. I broke down crying over my bloody ID card trying to find it. I did eventually find it after a good cry. Like wtf why would I cry over that.

Secondly I was supposed to go to the place I was inpatient for the clinic trial and the appointment was at 1:30 I get there and the person is leaving and said it was for tomorrow and I said no because I told him I’m working tomorrow and we made it for today so no I’m on my way to work and I don’t start till 4:30 so I hope there is a computer in the library so I can do a little study or something and probably cry.

My depression has been so bad again today and I’m just so over this.

Hey @Birdofparadise8

Oh I am sorry that you're having a hard time right now, did you want to chat about anything?

I'm here for you

Hi @amber22

That would be great.

I'm in the cafe at work trying to not cry.

How are you?

Aw no @Birdofparadise8 I'm here with you

I'm going okay, what are you having at the coffee shop?

Won't be getting anything here I'm on a diet lol. It's just the cafe in the hospital so I'll be sitting here till 4:20 before I start work.

I don't get what's wrong why does everything have to go so wrong and make me so sad @amber22

That's okay, only an hour to go and you can head into work @Birdofparadise8

It's okay to feel that way, I'm sorry that it's hard for you right now, what's going on?

My depression is really bad @amber22

I've been feeling really sad and all that all week it's been exhausting. I hate myself so much right now.