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Not coping

  1. Am really struggling. All I do is cry. Yesterday I had suicidal thoughts. Everything went wrong Yesterday had bad news after bad news. I hate where I live but trying to find rentals is like finding hens teeth. I just need a break. I have to start selling my things just to pay bills. Preferred it when I thought I had bipolar, at least I was medicated so I didn't feel. Bpd and cptsd are so hard. I feel like my life has been wasted. I have nothing left am empty.

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Hugs @Sirine . I've just read your posts. I'm sorry things have not been so good.

I hear that the rental market is so competitive at the moment. You are not alone on that one.

Sitting with you.

I'm here for a chat if you need one.

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Well take the rest while you can @Sirine ☮️. Big life events, like finding a place and moving can really challenge us. Take care of yourself xx

What are you doing with your peaceful night?

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@Former-Member im actually watching YouTube videos on the body keeps score. I have space to research tonight. Thanks for caring

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I just had to look this up!! Wow, looks very interesting. Do you know much about it? @Sirine

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@Former-Member I have the book but can't read right now but the relationship between physical health and mental health just makes sense. I had my first bout of ibs at 7/8 years old. I had nightmares from 3. We have to look at ourselves holistically we are not just a brain or a body, it's all related

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Absolutely! I also have IBS, night terrors and I get the shakes when down. It is so hard to manage it all and it is all connected.

I love audiobooks and videos as opposed to reading sometimes. It is relaxing @Sirine

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@MDT I can't sleep my brain is in overdrive. So much I have to deal with. Unfortunately am thinking of revenge on some of my abusers. Flatmate has to go, just need to tell her in a way that's not confrontational. Need to learn more about trauma. How to academy on you tube have a 3 part series on 'the body keeps score' author. Very interesting. I'm feeling a bit high but have a headache. Bloody hell don't know if I'm Arthur or Martha right now

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@hanami yeah for someone that purports to be knowledgeable she has no idea and just triggers me with her abuse.

I have a Maltese shitzu ans a Maltese shitzu silkie cross. Mine follow me everywhere and like to sleep eat and bark lol but I couldn't be without them. They are all I have. Xxx

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So sorry to hear your situation, @Sirine 😞

Sending wishes you can find a suitable rental very soon... 🤞

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@Former-Member isn't ibs horrid? Mine can last weeks when it's bad like now, I go through alot of toilet paper lol.

I'm finding videos easier to deal with. I used to eat books but it's been hard to read for a while now just can't concentrate. I'm glad I have you tube, I can do research much more easily

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