LittleWrenCasual Contributor
Juggling Life
It feels like at the moment I am juggling my mental health, trying to do all the right things to not be depressed and deal with my ocd and eating disorder stuff, but no matter how hard I try, I always drop something. Last week I had a big event, which exhausted me but I put a lot of focus on dealing with ptsd stuff and making sure I ate every meal, but it has meant that my compulsions are getting worse. It's exhausting and I wish I could just take a break from it all as its been over 10 years of feeling this way, but if I try and not deal with it, everything comes crashing down and I just get even worse. Does anyone else feel this way?