SilverlininContributor
Hi...
I'm not sure where to start...
I just feel like crying..
Sometimes I think that I'm not going to get better from seeing how I'm doing currently, how long its been.
It's been more than a decade now still trialing. But I'm glad that now trialing is just on dosages instead of medications now which means that I may be closer to the goal? But my psych seems to indicate like he's given up, and yes that makes the process less encouraging.
Noticed how much my mood and medications have done to me from seeing how studying is so hard. I'd like a cloud always the barrier between trying to comprehend and it's not making sense because this cloud blocks you from getting the idea, from understanding.
I want to go back to university, if not study something. Having it for more than a decade and life is ticking makes me feel sad..