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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Eve7 sometimes it’s hard to do much. Didn’t get much done today either. I have an 2500 word assignment due on Monday and barely have any words. I was really distressed earlier on in the day and got a heavy head this afternoon. I didn’t know if I could handle urges and was contemplating whether to go to the hospital. But things settled down after triage call at least.

Hi @tyme. How was your day?

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Eve7 but take care of yourself, you deserve the care you need 💞

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Hey @creative_writer - I remember my days of study. I sat in front of a blank screen for ages! However, once the words start, they just flow....I hope this happens for you.

Do you think the pressure of this assignment has affect your MH today?

As for my day, it was pretty okay. I wasn't feeling that well so I had to have a rest. I feel better now. I thought it was COVID, but it wasn't.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@tyme honestly it’s a pretty straightforward assignment at least. Learning about Indigenous Australians in the context of social work has been amazing. The assignment stress would be contributing to my mental state. It’s just hard to put my shit aside at times and concentrate on my assignment. Not being able to concentrate creates extra stress. But I do know if I am feeling better, things are a lot more doable. If I can keep my shit under control for a few days until it’s submitted on Monday, it should be okay. I just hope I don’t need to get a further extension but have sent my psych the form just in case I do. Ideally I would want to get it in soon so I can take a break from uni until Feb.

I’m glade you don’t have COVID, but I do you feel back to your normal self soon, being sick is never fun.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Did you ever end up getting the reasonable adjustment plan? @creative_writer

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@tyme I haven’t needed to this semester and been okay with two week extensions, which are pretty easy to get. The only thing is the Monday assignment is the due date after two weeks extension, if I need anything further at this stage I need to apply for special consideration. Ideally I wouldn’t want to delay an assignment by more than two weeks, but will see how it goes. Hoping to get it done soon since I am beyond exhausted.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hearing you. I absolutely know what it is to have the continuous stress and pressure of having to meet an assignment deadline. It's not until I have submitted it that I realise the stress causes me to lose sleep, get agitated and frustrated @creative_writer .

Will a good rest let you think better tomorrow?

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@tyme I think I do need sleep tonight. Will go to bed early and wake up tom. Will try to get out of bed quicker though. Been wasting too and spending too much time in bed because I feel so paralysed by the emotional pain. Maybe I should actual get up and have breakfast right after waking up. Hangry is so real.

I just had my dinner. Did you have dinner yet?

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I wasn't feeling great so I didn't eat anything today. So when I came home, I had some fruit salad. I also had a chicken kiev and salad in the arvo.

As for dinner, I think I'll be okay without. I seem to still have pains in my bones.... so strange...

I also made 2 extra chicken kievs and a pork and apple sausage roll.......it was supposed to be for tomorrow. Then after school, by niece and nephew came and ate it all....

Oh well, you gotta love em! @creative_writer

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@tyme yeah it can be hard to eat much when you’re not feeling well. Did you get the pain checked out from the doctor? Having painful bones sounds very unpleasant. I hope it goes away soon.

You can’t always control what kids will eat. Kids will be kids. Do you get to see your niece and nephew often?
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