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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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@Former-Member that's interesting. I think as kids we do often look up to our parents since they are the first people we interact with.

Really struggling today. Holding onto the last thread.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Really insignificant and things seem pointless. Really torn between life and death. I may be safe right now but I don’t know for how long. I’ve tried reaching out for help and have used strategies to cope but I feel miserable. What more can I do?

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Yes, sometimes strategies that keep us from harm can do that, but feeling low can be hard to lift, even with the strategies. You're doing what you need to now in keeping safe and that is very brave @creative_writer 💓

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@Former-Member I feel so utterly worthless and defeated. I don’t feel like I am being useful or contributing much to the world and feel like I won’t be missed even if I went.

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Hey @creative_writer,

Those are some pretty big feelings. I would miss you for sure. And you are doing a social work course. You are literally studying to help the world - you are worthy and although you don't feel it, you are kicking butt! And that butt is hard, but you're here and you're doing it 💓

Sitting with you tonight Xx

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@Former-Member 💞. I feel so hurt. Body flashback has been constant for so long, not going away. The therapy session left me feeling more alone because I was reminded of how alone I’ve been when struggling because I felt like I couldn’t reach out to anyone so held it alone.

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How you doing now @creative_writer? What did you have for dinner?

Xx

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Sorry it took me so long to write back @creative_writer 💜

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@Former-Member I had chicken corn soup. Still feeling pretty crappy, I probably should try to get an early night and reach out if I need to Tom to the triage. Don’t know if it’ll help though, depends on who I get.

❤️Xx

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Well don't let that discourage you @creative_writer, if you need it call, and then if you don't like it hang up. It's all about you 💓

Maybe time for tea and a guided mediation?

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