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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Former-Member I keep getting somatic flashbacks.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Do you want to email instead? @creative_writer

team@saneforums.org

xx

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Former-Member I can email, if you prefer. Don't really feel like talking about the flashback though. I don't even know what I am doing on the forums. I feel like I'm out of words xx

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

We can stay on here if you just want to chit chat. Doesn't even have to make sense.... it's all part of the journey. If you want something more, just email xx

@creative_writer

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@Former-Member I'm in my room right now with the door open. So I'm not alone. Was writing up a grocery list right now. Trying to keep my mind off things, because I don't want to become really suicidal right now.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Are you shopping for your weekend @creative_writer?

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@Former-Member just making it so that when my brother and dad go they know what to get. Obviously they add their own naughty food during the spur of the moment.

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Ha ha, why is it that some never grow out of that? My sneaky spur of the moment buy is always chips. And I buy the big bag, scoff them then have to drink liters of water to compensate. What is your sneaky buy?? @creative_writer

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@Former-Member I actually don't eat much naughty food almost to the point of OCD. I'll feel incredibly guilty if I do. It's not a particularly healthy pattern but I know I need to loosen up. I would say skincare is my guilty splurge.

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That's ok, it didn't have to be food! Health food is what we should all be doing 😊. I normally do click and collect because my son is in a wheelchair so it makes shopping hard so I don't splurge much either. We mostly eat fish and veggies and curries. Skincare is a good splurge buy!! What do you like, masks? scrubs? creams? @creative_writer

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