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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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It’s just so hard @creative_writer

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I'm sorry you're struggling so much and feel you can't be open here @Captain24 @creative_writer

I would encourage you to contact the counsellors as it's a space where you can say a bit more. I hope things settle for you both 🖤

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@Captain it is. At least we can still support each other even though we can’t really always say everything ❤️.

@Paperdaisy SANE counselling service is amazing. Might try reaching out to them tomorrow if I need to. I think my psychosocial worker and peer mentor are in tom too. ❤️

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So lovely to have you supporting each other @creative_writer @Captain24 the counsellors are so lovely aren't they 😊

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That so true @creative_writer

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Had my appointment today with peer and psychosocial worker. It went alright. But I can’t seem to stop chewing my mind right now. Is it possible to not need deep meaningful relationships. Like can I get rid of it? With this desire I feel lonely surrounded by people, I just don’t want to feel so alone with my pain.

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heya @creative_writer ❤️ Thanks for telling us about how you're feeling today. It seems like some big thoughts.

To me, it sounds like you've worked really hard on being independent as a way to feel safe. And that's ok. I think I've been in a similar place to you after some really traumatic things happened to me ❤️ And I know why and what it meant to me, but I'm wondering what it looks like for you?

And I'm still catching up over the last few days, but I noticed sometimes you feel like you censor yourself to avoid triggering others. Have a look through this post. I've found it really useful ❤️ How to guide: Create safety online when talking about suicide

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Im sharing the pain with you @creative_writer

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@Former-Member @Captain24 I think it’s become a self-protective mechanism, it’s hard to feel safe. Still learning how to. I’m going to be doing some more emdr sessions with my psychologist so hoping that takes the edge off. I’ve been struggling a lot. My trauma symptoms and mood disorder symptoms have been hard to control.

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I totally get what you are saying @creative_writer Especially the mood disorder.

I have bipolar and I think it’s causing issues. Still trying to find the correct medications and doses. But with my current depressive state I can’t have anti-depressants as they send me into a hypo.

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