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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hi @Snowie I hope you have been doing better today 💞. Today has been awful, but getting through it, slowly, I’m only crawling.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Sorry it has been a hard day @creative_writer Crawling is better than standing still.

You got this.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie true. I’m moving as slowly as a turtle, so exhausted. I was hoping a shower would clear my head, but still feeling awful. I guess all we can do is keep trying. I think the holiday period makes it a bit hard, having less supports around. Didn’t realise how much not having supports around was going to affect me. At least I have a session with the counsellor, even if I don’t tell her everything, good support is always helpful.

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I hope the session goes ok for you @creative_writer

Support is always helpful and I hope it helps, even if it just a little bit.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@SnowieI feel like it’s been harder this year than last. I hope next year is a better one. I’ve been a mess since mid year. I may have people around me, but I feel all alone in this. I don’t understand my mind, I don’t. It’s so confusing. I don’t know why it hurts so much. I hadn’t felt so broken for years, the past few months have been harder. I’ve had to get extra help. My mood has been more unstable and I’ve had more awful flashbacks. When will it get better? 😢

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Sorry to hear things have been so hard for you @creative_writer

I don't know when it will get better. All you can do is take it day by day.

You are showing how much courage and bravery you have just by getting extra help.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie I did make progress on the intensive treatment I was in earlier this year. I don’t know if I’ve gone backwards or whether today is just a hard day. I’ve been sick today as well.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

You will get there @creative_writer I am sure you will 💚💚💚

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Eve7 I really hope so ❤️❤️❤️. At time like this, I wish I could lean onto someone instead of sitting in my bedroom alone. I want to feel safe and feel loved and accepted for who I am. Being alone is what I’m used to, but I’m not happy like this even though I feel like I should be.

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It’s hard being alone @creative_writer Sometimes I feel really alone when I’m surrounded by people.

💚💚💚

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