Anxiety, Anxiety

Hi all

After yesterdays debacle , (was a bit of a mess). I dropped one of the anxietys of the title am better today.

Introducing myself am female, 57years, have a great sense of humour and apparently i make myself laugh all the time. Well someone has to aye. Have depression and anxiety but i find its the anxiety that floors me .

Have had some tough times but i have come threw it ok , i still have the ability to laugh which is very important to me.

My biggest fear for the last few years is human beings. They just keep hurting so now i keep to myself , I dont see anyone just when i go to pick up groceries. It is odd as I can talk to anyone , strangers dont bother me unless i am in a group therapy session.

I dont much like the world because of the humans in it now if humans acted like dogs i would be in heavon but alas they dont.

When ever i have tried with humans my depression comes back and anxiety goes threw roof so i would rather not.

I have 2 great adult children that mainly accept how i am. My son did say "i was like a paralysed rabbit living in my den" which is true i said but least i am alive.Most days I am quite ok with being me , sometimes it gets to me. And i have a wonderful bestie and we keep in contact by phone. I am ok with my own company always have been

I went out today (yay me) but i find i breathe a sigh of relief when I get home as the pressure is off to get out , like phew done that do not have to do it for a couple weeks.

So I am hoping that i do continue to post .

Am giving all your fur baby's hug as they are the best

Cheers