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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I think the clearest thing I said at my app this morning was NO to the hospital question. @Bow.. I can see that it may help and she made it sound good but I’m not going. Plus it’s 2 hrs away.

You sounded like you were considering it last week. What has changed for you?

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FloatingFeatherSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Sitting with you @Captain24. Wishing I could say something to make things easier for you - please know we really care about you.

Big hugs,

FloatingFeather

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FloatingFeatherSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I'm really sorry to ready how tough things are for you now @Bow - wish I had something wise and magical to say to help you feel better.

Please know that I really feel for you and am sending you big hugs.

Warm wishes,

FloatingFeather

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Thanks for you thoughts @FloatingFeather.

Just have to hope work goes better tonight. Especially on no sleep. Just trying to get myself motivated to get ready.

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FloatingFeatherSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Really do hope the night goes well for you @Captain24.

Sending you a bucket load of positive energy.

FloatingFeather

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PaperdaisySenior Contributor

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hey @Bow I haven't been on here for a couple of weeks and I wanted to check in with you. I can see things have been tough. How are you now? I can see we have sent you some emails, are you able to chat there?

Thanks,

Paperdaisy

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Just got home from night shift. It was a long night and I’m overtired. It’s not a good thing.

I just want to yell and scream. I’m just so angry at myself and at the world. I just hate everything right now. I just want it all to end. I don’t want to do this anymore. I’m fat. I’m ugly. I'm useless. I’m worthless. I’m not even a good person.

I am safe but I don’t want to be.

Hopefully I wake up in a better place for tonight’s shift

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pamplemousseSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

heya @Captain24 it sounds like last night was pretty rough and you're holding onto a lot of emotions right now.

Is there anything that you can do that might help assuage some of the anger you're feeling, like speaking to a friend or spending time with puppy?

I've sent you an email just checking in. Remember, we're sitting with you.

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tymeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 ,

You're on night shift tonight?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Yes I am @tyme and I really don’t want to go but I’ve already had so much time off. So I have to pull myself together

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