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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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You tell yourself that @Jynx if that’s what you need too! 😂 I struggle with the thought of penicillin as well.

What did you do for your birthday?

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@Captain24 bahaha!

I went for a hike w my partner!! I popped some piccies up over on my bday thread if you wanna see 😊

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Oh I like me a fancy cheese board! @Jynx @Captain24 all the cheeeeeeeseees, allll the meats, all the crackers and dips and yes quince paste and berries and chocolates and other yummy stuffff.

We do them for like New Year’s Eve, Christmas carol night on TV.

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That’s so cool @Jynx. Aren’t you scared of leeches though? The only time I went to a rainforest I was covered in them. I threw out the shoes I was wearing cause they were full of them! It was horrible. I’m worried as to what the ‘forest’ is behind the hospital I’m going too.

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I must be boring @Bow ! Give me Jatz and cheese any day!

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Nah not boring @Captain24 ! I think fancy cheeses are definitely an acquired taste.
I’m always amazed at those massive big grazing boards people make and have. A grazing board is always my go to when having to take something to share.
Cheese and Jatz are yumm though. D and I actually had some cheese and crackers for arvo tea today.

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Ohhhh yummmm @Jynx , @Captain24

I want a cheese and all those yummies

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@Bow yesssss so good! But deffo only for special occasions haha.

@Captain24 classic stuff is still good! Ain't nothing wrong with knowing what you like!

Haha leeches aren't tooooo bad. They are pretty icky but I've had em a few times and they aren't even painful, cos of the anaesthetic they inject. My partner found a leech on them but it hadn't latched on so nothing to worry about. And the majority of the walk was dry enough that they weren't an issue. Way more spider webs we walked into than leeches! I spose I'm just used to it.

If the forest near the hospital is super wet, then maybe there'd be leeches? But no guarantee - and if you bring some salt with you it'll take care of em real quick.

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Yes that’s the go! And a good pickled onion to go with it. The grazing platers of the 90’s! With French onion dip in the middle @Bow.

Now I want one!

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They weren’t painful @Jynx I just had them stuck everywhere. The was a lot! I don’t do spider webs I turn into a ninja! I get so scared.

The hospital is on the coast so I don’t know. Apparently it’s 15 minutes walk to the beach and they called it a forest not a bush. Here we say bush.

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