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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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OMG.. that’s so cool (sort of! 😜 ) that that’s what he learnt! It’s good for them to watch those kind of shows I reckon.

Yeah I’ve already damaged my neck. I have slipped discs in it. That’s why I’m trying to be careful as work doesn’t know.

Yeah I’m solo. As my MH has declined in the last 9-10 months I try not to have passengers unless I really know them. We only have passengers if we are training them.

That coin sounds so cool. We went there on a school excursion way back in the 80’s so I don’t really remember it. Other things we did stand out more.

Any plans for your days off?

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Is there anything professionals can do about slipped discs? e.g. surgery? @Captain24 .

My plans for the days ahead are to have a break lol. My brain has screaming kids in it.

Take it easy the next few days. I'll chat to you mid-week. Please take care.

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I just have to live with them @tyme. Most of the time they are fine and you don’t feel a thing. I have 2 lots in my lower back too but they are fine as well.

I hope you get the break. At least you now only have half the kids. School must start back soon and then you.

I will do my best. I have some plans so I’m hoping that I can make myself do them. Then at least I’ll feel like I have done something.

Have a good break. Chat later

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Good morning @Captain24 ...you were sounding a little more positive yesterday...I hope it was the case. I'm sorry though about the pain in your neck 😢

What are your shifts this week?

I hope that today is gentle for you 🤞

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Hi @NatureLover.

How are you this morning?

I don’t know if I would say a little more positive probably a little bit better hidden.

I limited what I did last night so that I’m not as sore now, which is good. I still have a pounding headache though.

I go back to work on Friday for 3 day shifts then one nightshift.

Do you have any plans?

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@Captain24 wrote:

I don’t know if I would say a little more positive probably a little bit better hidden.


I did wonder if this was the case @Captain24 🫂

So you have the next 4 days off work? Will you try to sleep to get rid of your headache?

I'm going to try to go to my volunteer job today although all I want to do is go back to bed.

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Yep. 4 days free @NatureLover. I have given myself a task everyday in an attempt to at least accomplish something. Even if I only get one task done in four days.

I’ll go to bed soon and have a couple of hours. Then I'm suppose to go and have blood tests done. I’m not sure that I will though. I think it’ll show up what my headache is from.


I totally understand the wanting to go back to bed thing.. would it be helpful though? Or would going to your volunteer job help distract you for a little while?

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I'm glad you're not overloading yourself @Captain24 .


@Captain24 wrote:

I think it’ll show up what my headache is from.


Do you mean lack of intake stuff / fluids?

I can' really go back to bed - I should at least attempt to go to work. If I can't make it then at least I tried. Thanks

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All you can do is try @NatureLover. You have to do what is best for you. Only you know your needs.

OMG listen to me looking out for someone!! Go me 😜

Yes that’s what the bloods are for.

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@Captain24 wrote:

OMG listen to me looking out for someone!! Go me 😜


😃
Thank you

But there's never any pressure to support me, I hope you know that.

Good luck deciding whether or not to go in for the bloods. Hope also that you can sleep well 🤞

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