I can’t cope

My CM is seeing me tomorrow. I don’t think I’m going to leave the appointment

You're never wasting our time here 🙂 .

Six weeks is going to seem like an eternity when you need support now (why does time always go quickly when you're enjoying something and so slowly when you're not? There's a side question!) .

When I've been in this kind of boat, I've tried to really shrink my window of time down and not think about the next few weeks or months, and just get down to today. And when I've been feeling really bad, just the next few hours. Whatever length of time seems manageable.

Please keep posting whenever you need to, whether it's to vent, for company, or to take your mind off things.

The next minute is hard enough @espressologic. I’m not even sure I can make that.

Hey @Captain24 I just flicked you a lil check in email.

Sorry to hear that things are so rough for you right now hun, I'm sitting with ya 💜

Too rough @Jynx

Stuff is tough @Captain24 but so are you 💜

Would it help if we chatted about random stuff to help take your mind off things? Or is there anything you feel it could help to get off your chest?

I’m not really very tough at all @Jynx.

I don’t have the strength to find my way any further than a moment in advance.

A distraction would be good please.

To me you're pretty dang tough @Captain24 cos you keep on keeping on, even when it feels pointless.

One distraction, hot and tasty, coming right up! If you could have any superpower, what would you pick?

I’ve never really thought about this before.. @Jynx mmmm maybe be to have the ability to become invisible

Oooh expert hiding @Captain24! What do you like about the idea of becoming invisible?

Me I'd pick shape-shifting. I've always wanted to fly, so I could just become an eagle and WHOOOSH. But then also I could become a puppy and everyone would wanna pat me. Or if I wanted to, I could become a cheetah so I could go FAST! Or maybe a whale so I could explore the depths of the ocean!!