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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Oh yes, it’s an expensive hobby that’s for sure! You must have quite the collection now @Captain24

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I do have a few @Bow. I do need to stop though. I have several here to do as well. I still have several diamond arts too. When I start something new I get a little obsessed with it.

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@tyme ??

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Haha I get obsessed too with new things @Captain24 !

sorry I’m getting sleepy. Thanks for keeping me company. I hope you are as ok as you can be and manage some sleep tonight

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Same to you @Bow

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Sorry @Captain24 , I got caught up!

I'm still here.

Yes, my trip has been pretty okay. My parents are trying very hard to make things as comfy as possible. We have EVERYTHING we need. It's better than a hotel...

But I can only have limited time talking to my parents lol... I just have to walk away to keep my sanity.

Missing you all @Captain24 @Bow

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I’m glad it’s going ok @tyme. At least it is some time with your parents even if it’s limited. Maybe they don’t notice. Do you have your own bed?

I slept all afternoon because I just couldn’t face any more of the day. Now I’m in that same position, not being able to cope in the moment, but I just can’t sleep. Not safely anyway.

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I can't fault them. They are really trying.

I have my own bed, but not my own room because my niece wants to sleep with me so she's on a pull out stretcher bed even though there's 4 other rooms with beds she can choose from lol. @Captain24

Since being here, I've lost track of days and times. Can't make head of tail of things lol.

I'm sorry things are tough again tonight. It's hard when you use sleep to give yourself respite in the arvo, but then that means you can't sleep in the night.

Have you been able to speak to your CM more about what you can do moving forward? No need to respond here if you don't want to discuss it.

I'm here for you. I'll also be here tomorrow morning if you need a chat. My shifts have changed around a bit...

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It’s good they are trying.

Your niece just can’t distance herself from you! 😂 It shows how much she loves you @tyme

My CM isn’t back until Monday.

It was stupid to have an arvo nap but desperately required. I just didn’t think about now.

Have a good night and I’ll talk to you tomorrow.

Rhank you

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Hugs @Captain24

You are doing the best you can and we can see that.

Chat tomorrrow.

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