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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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My GP appointment went ok. I wasn’t totally honest though. He had a large report from my Pdoc. He said to me that it must have been an intense session. He has ordered bloods to be done. I’ll have to do them Friday.

I’ve just gotten home from work. I was allowed in a truck today for 30mins. It really hurt. I was so tense and couldn’t relax. The hardest part is having my helmet on. I think the is something wrong with my neck. It couldn’t handle the extra weight. Now I have pain.

The pain isn’t helping my mood. I’m really down and out. Things really aren’t good. It’s all my own fault. Just to top it off it’s only 20 degrees and I’m freezing cold.

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JynxModerator

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Aww @Captain24 it's not all your own fault! Anything that ever happens EVER is always a result of multiple combining factors. And you've got so much on your plate right now, added pain is the last thing you deserve.

Sending you some phat hugs hun, hope tomorrow is easier on you 💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I can’t be trusted 😥

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tymeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 ,

What's happening for you at the moment?

Feel free to email if you don't think you can post it. We want to make sure you are okay.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Done @tyme

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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Sitting with you @Captain24 ❤️

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 You have so much on your plate, I'm concerned...and having Christmas at your place too...

I hope you are OK...sending wishes 🤞

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 💕💕

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I have now finished work until after Christmas. I now have so much to do here before Christmas. I’m regretting having it here but I’m hoping everyone leaves quickly. We aren’t drinkers so that’s a start. It’s feeling all to overwhelming but I guess it is what it is. I have to do it so I guess I will.

I did more than I was allowed today so now my neck is really sore and I’m paying for it.

It was a sorta ok day. I did manage to have conversations with people so I guess that’s a start.


Im still really struggling badly but at the moment I think I have a snippet of control over the urges.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hey @Jynx

Im not sure if you are still around but I want to wish you a great holiday and sending you all my best for the new year.

Thank you so much for being here for me, especially when I have been so difficult.

Enjoy

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