I can’t cope

We got you @Captain24. What do you need right now?

I honestly don’t know @Jynx.

I’ve finally got Pix and Jett to go to sleep so I have some me time. I’m trying to do diamond art but I just can’t focus on it.

Im just so angry and full of hatred towards myself.

@Captain24 aww sleepy puppers!

Aww hun, I'm sorry to hear your brain is being so mean to you! You are way too wonderful, and deserve good things. Do you have much else on tonight?

Nah.. I’ve got nothing as usual @Jynx.

I wanted to get this diamond art I’m doing for mum, finished by Christmas but I won’t be able to.

I might start a new Lego kit a bit later.

Other than that I just don’t know. Everything just seems too hard. I’m just a failure. I keep letting everyone down.

@Captain24 I'm sure your mum will understand, you can only do what you can! You could always write her a nice card and let her know you're working on something for her!

Ooh what lego kit you got?

It’s all good. @Jynx. I did buy her a dog and she has already seen the art.

I’ve got the national history museum and an a-frame cabin. I have the home alone house arriving this week sometime.

What have you been up to?

@Captain24 Aww a doggo? Cute! What kind of dog?

That sounds so neat, I imagine the museum to be a very detailed piece! I've no idea what lego I want next, be it more flowers or something different!

Not much today, just went for a walk and have been hanging out watching a movie. Now I'm here! Yay 😋

She’s a Japanese Chin.. the same as Angel was @Jynx. She picked her up today. Jett loves her but Pix doesn’t.. it’s a lot of change for Pix in 2 days. A baby brother and now a sister.

A walk and movie sounds nice. Did you go anywhere exciting?

I’ve got all the flowers that I can currently get. The home alone house has a great meaning for me. I went to the movies to see home alone with my nan and auntie, when it first came out. I wasn’t allowed to go to the movies so it was an extra special treat. This nan passed away 26 yrs ago. Yes I’m really that old!

@Captain24 aww so many dogs! But yeah, change is hard! Takes some time. Hope they all end up getting along swimmingly!

Just up to a park not too far away that has a nice lookout over the suburbs! Saw a lizard and a cool spider, and got to walk across crunchy tree bark! Mmm so satisfying to cronch 😍

Aww that's so sweet, what a wonderful way to connect with her memory 💜

How long do you think it will take you? Could be one to take slow, and spend lots of time with.

I love the crunch @Jynx. It’s feels like at one with nature. Not sure about the spider though! One of our parks had a brown in it. So now we have to be extra careful.

It’s nearly 4000 pieces so it could take a while. I am looking forward to it though. And I know nan will be watching me do it!

Any plans for tomorrow?